What a bumpy ride

Its been well over a month and i must say it was a month i would rather forget.

The middle of April started with me going to the dentist and having root canal only from start to finish it didn't go to plan.

• I had the preparation done which was about an hour and the dentist gave me the most excruciating pain in my cheek and the side of my mouth like i had a golf ball for a good week or so and a bruise like i'd fought with mike tyson, had it been Eubank i would have won lol 😂

• I then went back for the actual root canal of 90 mins and it didn't work as i still had toothache in that tooth that was meant to have no nerve so i went back and left with no tooth. Much better. I had a few fillings at the 4th appointment...a few weeks later i have a chip in one of the teeth that was filled.

• Appointment to sort that is nearly two months away - bloody joke.

Then we were preparing to say goodbye to dad as he had double pneumonia and was unconscious for a few days and not responding to treatment. I couldn't lose him, he's my rock. A few weeks later he bounced back to my silly old dad and i can call him silly as thats where i get it from. I almost want to wrap him up in cotton wool to protect him.

My speech therapy is due to start this week as its been such a shit show i had been sat there waiting for the session to start and her computer system wasn't working so instead of carrying on over the phone she said speak next week. I was so pissed off, my voice has been absolutely fucked since 27th of December.

I have been tearful and up and down about my job too. Its took its toll on me when everything else was so testing . So i am back to it until i find something more suitable. Universe if you are listening thats a ask and you shall receive request of the lovely job variety.